I guess it's hard when you admire someone, secretly.

With all the guessing games - especially when you don't know what the other thinks about you - it's kinda suck.

Of course, there are other factors too, such as phobia and my ability to offer.

Else, I guess I'm just a listener and nothing much that I can offer?

Or maybe, it's just me, being a Virgo, thinking all sorts of nonsense.

That, really sucks.