Talked to my manager again.

That's twice in within 3 months.

Lately I found myself - lost focus within the jobs itself.

The roles might be too much that, I don't know what to prioritise.

That's why the lost of focus.

His comment was to have me stick to the 2 roles - WebSphere admin and project management for the infra portion.

I wonder if it'll be as effective - the actual issue is the resource issue - we are firefighting everyday, and yet, new things coming in and we had people commit to client on behalf of us, without due diligent check on we are capable to complete the task.

I don't know, I will still try, because the motivation is still there - but I can't guarantee when it will fade.