There are 5 things that have been bothering me lately.
Of 2 are career related
1 is the Gunung Tahan trip - I still have doubt if I can tahan during that time
1 is a family matter
1 is a personal matter.
Call me crazy or what, I've been putting a lot of priority (i.e. 優先權) on the personal matter.
A lot needs to be done.
不過,我只能說,此時此刻,心情踏實了很多。
This is a love song,
A,
Sad love song.
But my sis, me, her friends like it.
Hence I share (limited time only)
Download (Test listening only)
Lyrics:
I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this
I wish you love
And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
And more than wealth
I wish you love
My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free
I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love
You wouldn't wanna know how much stresses I've been going thru in the past one month.
Apart from the first 4 months of stresses I had experienced when I started this job - this past one month, and I guess, the coming 2 months' stresses will be mega.
Whatever it is, work is work.
I'm glad that there is life after work - though it isn't long, but I still appreciate the moment that I have, i.e. to chat with someone that I feel... interesting.

Verdict: This movie still delivers, in a way.
Ops, I forgot to put up the review of this movie.
Basically, many people told me that this movie isn't worth the watch.
I had watched and I can say - don't put too much of high expectation.
A lot of things you've seen are already featured in the first episode - but since you are watching Iron Man 2, you don't expect things like Platinum Man, right?
That's my point here - you are watching the next installment of the comic superhero - so it'll still be the Iron Man.
Story wise, it's quite straight forward and it's very comical like.
There are funny scene, there are funny jokes - just like first episode.
But if you expect to find some new idea out of Iron Man 2, compared to the time you watched Iron Man - I'd suggest you to wait for the movie like... Thor.
Oh, it was featured in the movie, in a way ;)
Rating: 7/10
When motivation is down,
The positive Aura will leave.
I need positive Aura,
So I'll need to bring up my motivation, with some other things.
I saw my sis put this on her gtalk.. and I FELT IT'S SO DAMN CUTE!!!!!!!!!!
OK, calm down.
Two interesting things:
1) This is the weirdest blog title I have ever had.
2) And my friend couldn't recognise it... after a while, she said something like "oh, this is so 3D! Must wear 3D glasses only can see!"
Perhaps I'll write another blog titled -_- for that.
Seems like not many people care about us.
Nobody even bother to ask where were we lately.
We were busy shooting some video and of course... some rehearsal for an upcoming song.
It'll be about environmental issue so I guess we bear, who are so into nature, can deliver the message.
Meanwhile, the video shown above will tell you how lively we bear can be ;-3
This is the part that everybody hate most:
When higher management makes decision,
they would often assume that things are in perfect world.
Often the decision made, is not aligned with reality - such as employee's real life working experience.
Then the employee will force to work towards that culture, and stay numb until they think it's no longer a problem.
But so much time were spent on unnecessary things, such as searching information.
Conclusion: It's hard to convince them, unless they really come down and feel the reality at the level.
At least I've done my part in understanding the employees, and work out a solution accordingly.
may not mean it will be appreciated accordingly.
The idea you mentioned might be interpreted as 'trying to challenge the current culture.'
Time was spent on the improvement plans needed.
Was tabled but not appreciated.
But rather, spending time in meeting discussing issues that are actually not the root cause?
Time was spent, health deteriorated.
Heart is tired, mouth has to be zipped.
Sometimes when good ideas are being banned for individual's interest,
It would mean the loss of trust, and next, the loss of employee.
And more than often, how many times when you feel the pain of higher management's decision?
One decision can change the way you work, drastically.
This is the time when people like us need to highlight, and provide the alternative/solution.
If still not accepted, next is to find someone who would.

I just feel that it's so cute!
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There are things that human won't confess.
There was something happened few months ago, which I did not reveal.
But lately, somehow when I recalled of it - I felt it's good to share the story.
Well, I felt restless after a relationship that didn't work out the way it was promised - I was hurt because I felt cheated on a promise that I was made to believe.
Restless + did not concentrate on road...
Yes, I hit a motorcyclist, with his daughter on the motorcycle.
The old man was in pain
The daughter, with bruises and she was crying for her father.
I sent them to the hospital.
The daughter was ok but the old man would need to be hospitalised.
He suffered some rib fracture.
I saw the old man and daughter suffering - I felt useless.
Because of my unhappiness from a relationship that didn't work out - I transferred my suffering to a family who were totally innocent.
I visited the old man few days later.
I felt a bit relieved cos the old man and the family were kind - they instead said thank you to me for sending the old man to the hospital.
I felt totally embarrassed.
There was another incident happened during the patient visit - the girl involved in that 'relationship', tried to call me, text me and after that, emailed me.
At that time, I felt like it's a sarcasm put on me - I was visiting a patient who suffered the unnecessary pain because of my reckless action, at the same time, the girl questioned on why I chose to move on.
The answer and lesson learned is simple -
1) Don't be selfish and
2) Do not betray your partner, or make yourself becoming a third party, because of the happiness that you could gain in short term. In long term, it's a suffering/sorrow.
3) Don't ever transfer your unhappiness to someone else, they are innocent.
The unhappiness should stop at your side.
And of course, if everybody knows how to appreciate their life, the partner's loyalty and the things around them, this world can be a happier world.

It's 30th anniversary of Pacman, and this cool Google went and create a game at its frontpage.
Just go to www.google.com and click on "Insert Coin" to start the game.
Enjoy!
It's always good to hear how people perceived on me, here's what I heard and + some of my own comments in brackets:
1) I am a person who has my very own way to look at this world (you can say, I use my own imaginary world to view in this world)
2) I'm a person who'll find/do things to make myself happy - even if I'm unhappy
3) I'm stubborn with what I think is right (Probably due to point#1 and plus that, I'm quite optimistic)
So if you read this - any comment are welcome :-)


